Hijab life on me.

Alhamdulillah . Assalammualaikum . its been a weeks , well act almost a month on hijab :D life went on as usual. thanks to Allah new life teach me a lot. positive feedback day by day. first thought not that bad even most of my friends was really shock on me :D btw thanks fellas for accepted the new me. me is still me. myb there's a few things that i lost.
To be closed to Allah are the happiest moment and biggest things in my life that i couldn't say in any words to express it out. Its one of my dream to be a good muslimah and to completed my iman step by step to get ready for akhirat.
i feel very gratefully and honestly regret for everything that I've done and to be honest i feels like how stupid i am to get involved in that kind of teenages life . sometime i keep asking my self, for whom to blame?? my self or parent? i should blame my self yes i do. Allah are given me a way to seek and find the right way of the true life for being human as a muslim. feels lucky and how great Allah , he look at me without thinking twice after what I've done to my own religion and i keep betraying but still theres a chance from you Lord. ya Allah.... thank you so much.